HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY, ATOP!!!! OMG, I miss you all so much! RL hasn't let me go online at all these past 2 weeks. I just checked and I have 341 e-mails I have to sort out.
If I didn't have Twitter on my phone, I would be completely lost when it comes to the fandom.
Between moving back home 2 weeks ago (with a car full of junk, I almost didn't fit! How did I gather so much stuff in just 8 months? OMG...) and cleaning out old drawers and stuff from my years as a student (from HIGH SCHOOL! 12 years worth of random stuff!!!
), I haven't had time to even plug in my laptop. Plus, all my friends want to hang out now that I'm back home, so I've only had dinner at home, like, 2 times in these two weeks. And I'm hibernating. Seriously! I didn't realize I was that exhausted, but I've been sleeping for 12 hours everyday and I'm still so very tired... No wonder! 8 months of studying and stanning, sleep deprivation, flailing, worries over the competitive exam... It's been a rollercoaster! Thankfully, it's over.
So I plugged in my laptop today, buuuut... I won't be able to post for a while. :-/ I'm leaving tomorrow. I'm going to my boyfriend's childhood village (another five hour drive for me, yay!). We're having a mass for his father's death anniversary (it will be a year next Sunday), and we have some stuff to do over there, so I won't be back until Wednesday or Thursday. And, of course, no Internet connection over there! But I'll be on Twitter, of course.
And following Adam's Non-Tour Tour (Twitter concerts are fun!!!).
I didn't read the whole thread, but I'm kinda surprised. I didn't realize there's been so much angsting within the fandom over the boyfriends' relationship. There hasn't been that much on my Twitter feed. I knew there's been worry, but I didn't know it's been that bad. I have been hearing about the crays (like the one Neil tweeted about), of course. And I've complained at length about them tweeting Adam, Sauli, etc. about the boys having supposedly broken up. But apart from the crays, I haven't encountered that much angst. At least, not at the times I've been on Twitter these past few days.
My two cents. Was I worried? God, yes. Why? Simply because I love Adam and I want him to be happy. And I love Sauli! They're so cute together, and their love for each other is completely obvious. I want them to live together and happy forever and ever, haha!
I can't not worry about Adam, I really can't. And I kinda am on the team of the overinvested. lol
BUT I haven't wanted to speculate myself, because I kinda think that this sort of gossip can be harmful, it can actually hurt them. Particularly when no one had real proof of anything being wrong. So my stance on this matter has been to step back and wait for Adam or Sauli to confirm/deny.
And this morning I woke up to the most wonderful Valentine tweet ever!!!
I won't lie, I was very relieved. The pic brought tears to my eyes and put a huge smile on my face. I was thinking that Adam was going to leave on tour and that Sauli was going to go to Finland, and we would have to wait until Helsinki to actually know if something was amiss or not. (zzz)
So the boys are okay; and, like Sauli says, life is smiling.
And now I better go to bed. It's 3:48 AM here (OMG, it takes me so long to type a post...) and I have to drive for 5 hours tomorrow.
Goodnight, Atop!!! Talk to you all soon!!!!
P.S. I also wanted to say that I think that speculating (as in gossiping) and expressing worry (like I imagine many of you did in yesterday's thread) aren't the same thing.
And following Adam's Non-Tour Tour (Twitter concerts are fun!!!). 
I can't not worry about Adam, I really can't. And I kinda am on the team of the overinvested. lol 
Let's celebrate the music together!
