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"The fault, dear Brutus, is not in the stars but in ourselves." William Shakespeare

hello. My name is Cassie, and I am an Adamholic.

Yup. Terribly addicted to news, videos, interviews, pics, music and about anything else Adam related. I can get cranky, bored, surly, anxious, and obsessive when Adam does not feed me a near daily dose of his Adamness. I read the opinions of others and suddenly I am worried about whether he has a new record label, whether radio will continue to shun his future singles, whether his current choices of hairstyle and facial hair will help or hurt his recruitment of new fans, whether Queen fans will boycott the tour with Adam singing lead, and on and on. I start reading about and watching for info about other pop stars in order to evaluate how famous and successful Adam is. I check to see what Kris Allen is doing with his "fame" these days. 

I am beginning to recognize my addiction and modify my behavior. Being so invested in Adam's life and career is not good for me emotionally. I need to  breathe, step back, and just enjoy Adam's music and performances when they come. We have had amazing access to Adam and his daily life for the past five years. I've grown too dependent on it, I think. No, I am not leaving ATop, and am not abandoning my love for Adam. He is still incredible. That hasn't changed. What I need to change is my dependency on Adam news. Adam is a remarkably talented artist who has enjoyed commercial success, and, more importantly for an artist, opportunities to grow and work with the best of the best. I am thrilled for him. No "but" or "if only" or "why/why not" here from me. 

By the way, did you guys know proboards has a feature to hide posts by specified users. So, if, for example, posts by juniemoon just consistently annoy the hell out of you, you can hide them. All you have to do is click on the person's name. You go to a page where over on the right hand side, there is a little drop-down menu that looks like a gear. There you can choose to "block" a member and you get options such as hiding their posts. 

When you do so, and that person posts, all you see is a little button that says, "This post is hidden." If you want to read it anyway, all you have to do is click the button. You can also go and unhide the person anytime you want. The person will never know. 

For what it's worth. It doesn't seem to work on the phone app, just FYI. 

  

  oh flip (cos ah dinna say fuck , i am polite (   ,first kamar ,now skylar 

  we need   that   rehab  place  now !!! where the fuck is it