I'm gonna go to bed now, guys!! Luv you all!!!!! Sorry bout being a bit of a downer, but hadn't listened to CLYG since Foster passed in July. What a good boy he was!!
He was with me when I lost my job back in '09, and was such a trooper when I was struggling. When it was time, I had to do what was right. Broke my heart, and still hurts.
Last Sunday, the 11th, was the 6 yr. aniversary of my dear Moms passing. Been a bit out of it here. She was a very special lady.
I'm kind of wrecked about all of this, but Adam helps me deal. Sounds weird, but it's true. Such a true soul makes me feel like all will be ok.
There is something about this most gorgeous, caring man that just creeps into my soul, and tells me it will all be ok. I'm hanging onto that like no one knows.
I am a survivor. Sometimes, it sucks to be that. But, I'll deal with it. So many have to deal with so much more.
WWFM is playing now. I really, really feel what he's saying. And, so much more, in all the songs. That is what has really kept me going. kind oif sad, since I have 2 awesome sons, 1 majorly awesome Gson...and so much more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But, this forum, and ALL of you REALLY make such a difference in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank You all, for what you post, what you give, and what you offer, to one who feels that they have lost their way. No words can express how I feel. Just know that it means so much to me!!
AFL is something that I never expected in my life, but OMG!!!!!!!!! So fucking happy that it happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Such an amazing MAN!!!!!!!!
And, he's so many years younger than even my own sons...hahahaa!!
But, I"m here for the long haul!!!! And, I always will be.
Need sleep...Gson work me the f'n out!!
G'night~~~~~~~~~~~ Luv You All~~~~~~~~
MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
Awwwwwwwwww, Soaked is playing & my old kitty girl, Sasha, is sittin on my desk, waiting for me to go to bed so she can crawl under the covers.
Sweet kitties...........never get enuf luv from all 5 of em!!!!!!!!!!!
TY all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What an awesome day!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sweet kitties...........never get enuf luv from all 5 of em!!!!!!!!!!!