NoAngel - You have said it all for me in your post! It's hard for me to say this, but I recently put myself into Kaisers Rehab program for alcohol! Wasn't an excessive drinker in some people's thinking - just drinking more than I thought I should be! Just want to be the best me I can be. Adam has been an inspiration in helping me to to that! Aftermath took on a new meaning for me a while ago! I posted something about that - but I'm sure it got buried amongst the other posts. I took that step before I leapt and with all my heart, want to rewrite the role I play, in the lives of those I love most! The reason I'm posting this is that I can't be alone in my thinking! NoAngel, you have such a way with words, you cut to the quick - I'm sure that's one of the reasons you are great at what you do RL ! Love you all!
(((Hugs))) kapsiz!! I'm not NoAngel, but I care. I am so proud of you, and I know about the meaning of Aftermath also. It hit me hard and deep. It is a very meaningful song.
Adam has inspired me also, as you have said. He has made me want to be a better person than I feel that I am.
I really understand where you are coming from. We all want to be the best we can be for all of those who we love. There have been so many times in my life that I would wish I could rewrite the role I played. Now I know that I can. Adam has inspired me so very much. I can not explain how a young man of 29 years can do that, but he can. So, I sit and watch, and love every minute of it. It amazes me still.
Please don't think you are ever alone. I'm here. All the peeps from Atop are here for you. And, we always will be. Adam has given us this time to care, share and, above all, love one another.
You are a very strong person to be able to share this with us. I commend you for that, and love you for it. I feel this is a very loving community, where we can all let it out, and someone, somewhere, will always *be there* for you.
I know I will be there. Adam is such an amazing man, who has given me so much, even though he has no clue that he has done so. But, to hear what you have said, I feel you know that too.
I wish he could know what he has done for you.
PM me if you ever need anything, or just need to talk.
You are beautiful!!!!!!!!!